Practice can be a word that needs a little unpacking. We may have baggage associated with the
word as it gets layered by the various disciplines that use it. In its essence, the idea is very simple
and very clean. Webster defines it
in several ways: 1) to carry out, to apply
2) to do or perform often, customarily, or habitually 3) to be
professionally engaged in. The
dictionary’s secondary treatment of the word is even closer to the heart of the
matter for artists: a) to perform or
work at repeatedly so as to become proficient b) to train
by repeated exercises.
To synthesize
all these, we might say that practice is repeated action that we engage as we
aim toward excellence. This all
sounds great in theory, yet there is something about the words “work” and
“habitual” that seem life-draining rather than life-giving. However, anyone who has made a commitment
to a practice, allowing it to become natural, will tell you that the effort
gives back a hundredfold. It still
requires effort, but the effort energizes us, restores us, empowers us. The key seems to be in making the
commitment to find the joy in it and in understanding that the repetition is
not a wearing thin of the initial joy.
It can be, with the right adjustment, a real deepening of that joy with
each repetition.
Life story:
Probably the most common example I’ve heard actors talk about in terms
of their regular practice is going to the gym. I’ve noticed that they experience it differently before and
after actually going and doing it.
Before going they often resist, and often look for excuses not to
go. However if they are able to
muster their determination and get there, the practice takes over. The actions themselves carry the effort
through and by the end of the workout, inevitably the feeling is “I’m glad I
went.” What we want to do is
remember that feeling that we get after completing the practice before we start it. If we can consciously call to mind
experiences where the practice has paid off then we enter it with enthusiasm,
and with energy. It becomes easy
to devote ourselves to the effort because we have already remembered the
feeling we get when we complete it.
In training actors I’ve experienced the same thing. The actors who leave a training session
look very different than when they walked in. Even on the gloomiest day when people seem to have to drag
themselves to training, they usually leave smiling, energized and inspired to
go and do more.
Work story: Uta Hagen in her book Respect for
Acting reminds us that the word rehearsal in different languages enlightens
something about the process. In
French the word is répétition and in
German it is die probe. Yes, rehearsing is certainly repeating
something over and over, but as we do it, can we remind ourselves that we are
probing, digging deeper, consciously looking for something new that we had not
been able to notice before but that we now can appropriate because we have the
luxury of being able to do it once more.
In graduate school our yoga teacher Dolphi Wertenbaker would always
stress that a practice needs to be designed to your needs and needs to be
reassessed when circumstances make the commitment difficult or when the desire
seems to be waning. She would say
to us “I’m going to share with you the greatest secret about practice: the
greatest secret about practice is that you DO it.” Practice should be challenging yet achievable, regular yet
flexible. If we can’t aim for real
results or adjust to the real limits of the moment, then we risk making
practice a burden rather than a joy.
It’s not that I have to do
this again, it’s that I get to do
this again!
Further investigation:
Uta Hagen’s book Respect
for Acting remains one of the best resources for basic focus areas with achievable specific goals.
Her “basic object exercises” are simple, specific, and totally doable.
Suggestions:
1. Give
yourself a half hour to design a 5-10 minute practice that you will commit to
for three days. It could be a
physical exercise, a spiritual discipline, an artistic practice, anything at
all. At the end of the three days,
look back and see how differently you feel about what you’re doing. Adjust as needed
2. Pick your
favorite monologue and commit to reciting it once a day for a week.
3. Try the
practice at different times of the day : one week try it in the morning, the
next week try it in the
evening. Notice what time of day
is most fruitful for the practice you’ve chosen.
4. Come up with a list of adjectives that describe how you
feel when you’ve achieved something that you’ve set out to do. Write them on post-its and put them in
places that will remind you of how you will feel once you do your practice.
5. Come up with a playlist of songs that reminds you of your
goal. Occasionally listen to it as
you do the practice. At
times when you feel resistance to do the practice, play one of the songs.
6. Pick 5-10 of
your favorite suggestions from these lists (things that you can do easily and
with enthusiasm), write them on slips of paper, place them in a small box or
bowl. Each day pick out one slip
of paper and do what you’ve written immediately. Feel free to retire some activities and replace them with
new ones that you’d like to try.
7. Make a list of possible rewards to give yourself each
time you complete the practice three times in a row. Then suspend the reward for five times, or seven times. Eventually, you see that the practice
is itself the reward.
Other ideas: Find
a friend to exercise with, or read a scene out loud, or something else you can
do with someone who will be there with you to keep each other invested in what
you are doing. Make a list of practices you’ve had in the past, and try some of them out again.
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